i am not ok or comfortable with who i am 
i am no closer to accepting it.

anxiety is terrible, you could be having an attack and no one would even know because it’s an inward thing. it feels like you’re malfunctioning and you can’t process your own thoughts. you get a knot in your stomach and you can’t take a full breath but outwardly you can literally just sit there and look completely normal as long as no one tries to speak to you.

(Source: patientlights, via keepers-0f-the-faith)

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im always suspicious of anyone that finds me attractive

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I’m never the one who gets called first.
I’m never the best friend.
I’m never the one someone falls in love with.
I’m never the best at school.
I’m never the funniest person.
I’m never the most entertaining person at parties.
I’m never the one someone tells a story first.

I just exist. And I’m sick of it. 

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im ugly on the inside too 

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trusting and opening to people is becoming hard. keeping my grades up is becoming hard. feeling pretty and confident is becoming hard. thinking joyful thoughts are becoming hard. doing work is becoming hard. maintaining a friendship is becoming hard. doing everything is becoming hard and i don’t like it.

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I get progressively uglier throughout the day

(via pizza)

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Trusting people is becoming hard

Keeping my grades up is becoming hard

Feeling pretty is becoming hard

Thinking happy thoughts is becoming hard

Doing work is becoming hard

Maintaining a friendship is becoming hard

Doing everything is becoming hard and I don’t like it

(via pizza)

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i literally dont talk to anyone unless they talk to me first

(via brought-me-the-horizon)

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r u ever scared to walk past a group of teenagers even though you are also a teenager

(Source: emmaswaaan, via pizza)

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Idk why I keep getting sad over people that don’t give a shit about me.

(via doctor-dildo)

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depression is when you don’t really care about anything

anxiety is when you care too much about everything

and having both is just like what

Having both is staying in bed because you don’t want to go to school and then panicking because you don’t want to fail. Having both is wanting to go see your friends so you don’t lose them all, then staying home in bed because you don’t want to make the effort. Having both is insanely hard and sucks to deal with.

(via w4rpedfascination)

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i want to meet myself from someone else’s point of view

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this makes me feel a type of sad ive never felt before


I can’t sleep

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